Im absolutely tired of this behavior from women
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You know, the next 24 hours could be the worst 24 hours of my life. Sometimes it goes well, but sometimes it doesn’t. Some 24 hours i have to pull a dead person out of a vehicle, sometimes i have to do CPR on someone already dead in front of their loved ones, sometimes i have to run in a burning house knowing that the chances of it collapsing and killing me are extremely high, taking me and everything i have to give, away from my little sisters. And you know what happens after all that is over?
I come home to an empty apartment with no one to talk to. With nothing but the thoughts of now and what just happened the past 24 hours.
So yes, i may come off as someone that isnt “serious” and “childish”. But i was serious and “in the zone” for the last 24 hours because my life and other peoples life depended me focusing and paying attention.
So what the fuck else am I supposed to do if i cant be happy and free around you. Someone that is supposed to be a “potential partner”.
Im constantly running into women like this and it’s driving me mad. I go to work and be serious for 24 hours and pay my own bills, and you want to insult the way i act.
I could be an abusive person and blame my behavior on my job, but i dont. I manage my emotions and still try to be happy and loving even though alot of times i feel like no one loves or ever will love me as a friend or romantic partner.
I had to vent, but I wasn’t gonna text her back. Im truly disgusted right now